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November 29, 2009 Y 12:16



`` SBS @ Prom Night 2009


`` Tunku Abdul Rahman College


`` Sport Complex


`` 5pm - 10pm


me and tiff =)
Adam (OO night champion) with me & tiff
with the angel's wings .. hehe

Dancing time ~ ♥

Adam was dance with me for awhile.
hahaa
,but so funny laa
Me and Tiff just stand around there ==

Its a nice decoration in the hall ^^
Tiff's classmates ~

the most happiest part at the end
all of us were dancing together
like clubbing @.@

and some of those dancer were show their hip-hop dance n etc
so highhhh huh . Ehehee

after prom,..
me tiff n adam decided to go club @ Quattro weh
my 1st time. xD
but i knew that Sunday is not much ppl to go laa
just only go n see see nia . hehee
one of Adam's classmate - Neo is going too


im not even know to dance
my hands and legs are not flexible
like a robot =.=
i was damn stupid la weh . ishhhh

luckily Adam, Neo and Tiff keep on teaching me
hahaha . its so funny @@
and romantic dance also . lol

i was drunk even i just drink the low alcohol beverage -.-
*blur blur* -ing
just enjoyed the night with my friends

some of the guys were came over
and also
foreigners,
but we just dance together and some talked
contact exchanged :))
but i already forgot who is them . lol

thank you Adam brought us to come
and keep on teaching me to dance. xD

thank you Neo for caring me the whole night
even though we're just know each other
and the 1st time we club together . hehe

of course my dear Tiff,
thanks for ur accompanied the whole day
its a memorable day for me yeh


was get back to home around 4am
i know i got a bit drunk *blur*
and cant even walk nicely
but i cannot awaken my mom @@
if not sure die 99 . hahaa









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November 28, 2009 Y 10:50


tour concert _ Alan Tham & Hacken Lee _



E v e n t : 左麟右李 's C oncert 2009

D a t e : 28 th Nov ember

T i m e : 5 pm - End show

V e n u e : B ukit J alil, stadium



four of us . x)

which is my classmates
Kenn Wong ` Ivy Yap ` Darren Yong ` Enson Yee

Mr.kenn was fetching all of us

this job is quite free actually
we're being ticket usher
but ... became more and more boreeee ><

need to wait until the show end only can leave

i was tired really
keep on walking and stand there

but luckily got a free concert to watch
although im not very interested on it la . hehe

almost 12 midnight only we can left
they're going Maison after work
i've to follow cause i got no transport to back home
but my mom came and picked me up
so suddenly -.-

I was really fedup that time
cause of something happen
i dont know what to do
i tried to comfort myself
do not think about it
yes, im always controlling myself!

"and that is a last msg from him"


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November 27, 2009 Y 10:14





Public Holiday .. x)

shopping with my dear Tiff at sg.wang
to buy something for this coming Sunday - Prom night

after that,
i was having my dinner with my babe Mc, YY, Louis and Derick & his friend
at One Utama @ TGI Friday. =D

but ...,
i was fulled that time
can't finish my food ='(
poor thing .. aiks



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* ^0 s' G愛情,玩不起心理戰呀
........

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」




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November 26, 2009 Y 08:03


Monday (23/11)

i just only attended MMS lecture class
and skipped the PR class =p

after that,..
im going to shopping with my babe lavi & ka huat
at Mid Valley - 2nd home . xD

MEGA SALES now !!!
hurry up ~~ yoohooo





I this NIKE pant and it singlet very muchiie ~

but i didnt buy it ='(

just only bought a CONVERSE 's shirt nia ..

At night, we met up with ye qin
and went for dinner at SS2 - Murni again. =D
some of HELP college friends which is ye qin's classmates
were going along with us

Nice food ~ !!!



Thursday (26/11)

was busying on my presentation for the whole day
we're already done prepared
although it's a last minute work

and we're getting a 'good' feedback from our classmates & lecturer
sounds well done =D
but i know it is just a encouraged

planned to watch movie after class with m
y babe lavi & ka huat
but full seating at all ><
so,...
we just having our dinner at The Gardens @ Fong Lye
its awesome !!!
I love the food very much
but the price is too much laa
over budget for me as a student ='(


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November 24, 2009 Y 09:23


现代中文写作

1st assignment :微型小说
我的杰作,概念提供由耀全师兄。
将以话剧来呈现。


导师:梁秋梅师
组员:叶淑炜IVY
易家发KA HUAT
胡慧慧 (EMILY)


八月未深,秋冬的寒风吹过,泛黄的枯叶随风飘落,这个秋天额外的凄冷。我捡起那已破裂的叶片,回头看看墙上悬挂已久的农历-七月,华人所称的"鬼节",地府敞开着大门,漂流了无数的游魂野鬼。一向不信邪的我,却在这一季的七月改变了我的一生。


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江勇桀, 24岁,我的中学知己,我们认识了酱近10 年,却在上个星期森林野地军训的时候无故失踪了,残留的是他那左脚的军靴,和留给家人的思念。
假如江勇桀已经死了,那么今夜便是他的“头七”。
民间有一种传统说法,也就是“回魂夜”。据说死去的人会在这一夜回到他的亲人,朋友身边。而冤死的鬼,通常在这一夜,有冤报冤,有仇报仇,跟世人来个了断!按照当地习俗,“回魂夜”当天夜里,死者生前最亲近的人需要在灵堂为其守灵一整夜。灵堂前后两门都要打开,午夜时,死者的灵魂会从后门进入,停留一会儿,然后再由前门离开,直往阴间,走过奈何桥,喝下孟婆汤 ,从此挂名地府,与阳间再也无瓜葛。回魂夜第二早晨,尸体将被火化出殡,入土为安,丧事就此告一段落。
江勇桀家里已经来过人了。当看到勇桀母亲为生死未卜,甚至早已阴阳相隔的儿子而掩面痛哭;看到江爸爸背过众人,用他那双粗糙的手轻轻拭去眼眶里的泪水时,看在眼里的我,觉得自己的心就在当下被撕的粉碎,叫人心酸。
身为勇桀好友的我在这一天里,有责任替勇桀尽最后一次做儿子的义务,帮江爸爸将勇桀的遗物简单收拾完一番,再准备晚饭给两位老人家。看着眼前的大鱼大肉,俩老却连筷子都未动一下。
是啊,丧儿之痛,怎能咽饭。
我默默的打点两个老人的一切,直到将两位老人送到车上离开这个伤心地。
当车慢慢开动,两位老人对着我这个素未见面的孩子挥挥手的时候,两行最古老的晶莹液体顺着他的眼角滑落,我心里默默的承诺着:“伯父伯母你们请放心,我一定帮你们找到勇桀。”
其实此刻我心里清楚,勇桀以是凶多吉少,他可能已经把身躯归还了给最原始的大自然,泥土的怀抱里。但是我依然对勇桀抱着一丝希望,也许他并没有死?我坚信自己的信念,一定还能见再到他!
今晚的午夜,我的愿望实现了!
这个回魂夜,我见到了勇桀!
当手表秒针滴答滴答地走到十二这个数字的时候,礼堂的钟声沉闷而又诡异的敲响了十二下,我们知道午夜来临。
午夜,十二点正,阳门关闭,鬼门敞开。
原本熟睡中的我,突然觉得浑身好冷,仿佛置身于冰窟之中。特别是在脖颈处,就像是有人在对着它吹冷风,被唤醒的我,在此刻心里想着,这种被人吹气的感觉不禁更加真实起来。
“咚。。。咚。。”门口传来的声音
“是谁?”我猛然地睁开了原本那朦胧的双眼,使劲力气的盯着那道门。
除了午夜的月光之外,就离自己几步之外的宿舍柜子边,正站着一个一团黑影,无论我如何使劲眼力去看,都看不到清楚那黑影的样子,只是看到一抹灰绿,而这灰绿色不是某种动物眼睛的颜色,而是——终于让我认出来了,那是我们军训时穿的服装。军校为每位新生发了一份,我依然深记得勇桀失踪的时候,就是穿着这件军服。
从均匀的鼾声和磨牙声中,我可以断定躺在我身边的两位室友,杨旭和邱哲还在熟睡,我不想惊醒他们,别让他们在惊惶中度过这一晚。“难道勇桀回来了?”这么一想,我顿时清醒了许多。我不敢确定是不是江勇桀,但是我还是尝试的冲着黑暗里那抹军装绿叫了一声:“勇桀,是你吗?”
寂静,死一般的寂静。没有回答,但是我明显的看到那抹绿色动了下。我怕真的是江勇桀,于是稍微加大了点声音又唤了一句“是你吗,江勇桀?”
这下那里有了回音:“别喊,是我。”
“真的是你,太好了!勇桀,你知道吗,你这几天让我们好想念,对了伯父伯母来过了。他们——”我说的过于激动,声音也不由的提高了几分。但即便如此,宿舍里沉睡那两个人也没能醒过来,不由得我心想,他们是不是在睡梦中死了?否则如此大的声音他们怎么会听不见?
“我知道,谢谢你替我照顾他们!” 江勇桀打断了我的遐想。他的声音僵硬,就像他此刻的表情。
“勇桀,你为什么老是站在黑暗中?”我想让自己看清楚江勇桀。
没有回答,江勇桀依旧声音生硬而缓慢的说:“我这次回来主要是和你们告辞,谢谢这些日子里你和他们对我的关照,没有因为我是一个农村人而疏远我。”
我的闻言声音不由的哽咽起来,我并不是一个多愁善感的人:“勇桀,别说了,有缘相聚,咱们便是朋友,好兄弟。”顿了顿,我好像抓住了什么似的, 猛然问道:“勇桀,你说你要和我们告辞?你要去哪?还有这一个周你去了哪里?”
沉默了很久,江勇桀才缓缓的开口,却不是回答,而是辞别:“我有一句话和你说,‘放弃我,保护你’。记住我这句话,我要走了,再见。”但他又立即改口:“是不见,保重!”说完,江勇桀的绿军装竟然渐渐模糊不见了。
“勇桀别走!告诉我!”我一着急,便从睡梦中醒了。但是身体却在睡梦中,‘腾’地坐了起来,双手还猛地伸出,收势不及,结果额头重重的撞在上面的床板上。
“原来是在做梦!”我揉着自己微微肿起的额头。

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礼堂的钟声恰好在这个时候,当————当,整整敲响了十二下!
我的脑袋好像收到某种特定的指令,像发愣一样慢慢的旋转了90度。终于我看到了,窗外,惨白的月光下,一张被黑发覆盖的面孔,身着一袭白裙,在风中犹如舞动的天使。
“是传说中的幽灵吗?”就在我困惑的时候,那个白影却已消失不见。
难道是自己在梦境之后,出现了幻觉?
宁静的夜,仿佛给诡异噤声了,就连床上的杨旭此时也难得的止住了呼噜,我知道自己今夜难眠,心里反复的想着刚才梦中江勇桀和他说的那句话“放弃我,保护你!”好熟悉的一句话,突然,我仿佛给闪电击中了!是的,艾徳琳曾经也说过同样的话,只不过说法不同。
那么,这句话有什么特殊的意义?

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November 20, 2009 Y 09:23


16 Nov 2009
Monday

having MMS mid-term . it's not so tough if you study . but i didnt study well ='( After class, me, Lavi, kahuat and Penny went to sing k at Plaza Low Yat Redbox . A very long long time we didnt go for sing k d . hoho .. ~ we leave around 8 smth, i rushed to send Penny go home - Selayang . Then, 3 of us were going to Kepong "记得食" and met up with someone . we can't stay long cause i have to send Lavi go home also - Salak Selatan . and we got to attend for the co-curiculum on the next day >< shit gym !!! 

17 Nov 2009
Tuesday

I was late to attend co-curiculum . only 2 minutes late == ishh !!! I hate jogging . Since the period in Chong Hwa, every year to be jogging to obtain the sport's scores . aiks ... Sports are my weaknesses laa . L0L . After gym, i was going to meet up with ye qin and picked him to his college - HELP college university . cause his car was sent to repair on the time . Me, Lavi and Kahuat were having our breakfast at there (Subway) . stay until 2 smth, then back to my home, take a rest only attend the PR class . I was tired really :(( At night, i was going to kepong for dinner with dear - momoko . and also keith & weize ^^ we're chat a lot and played card so on ...
18 Nov 2009
Wednesday

A great nice day ! because ... no need to go to college =D can stay at home for the whole day . hahaha . Actually only got a lecture class, but its very less people to go . that's why i can skip it =p went to facial at kepong with Laypeng . it was my 1st time to go . i just tried it :)) because it was cheaper . after facial around 6 pm d, i rushed to go home and took a bathe . went jia horng's house and took his car to kepong again == cause of keith's birthday celebration . hehee . we yum cha at Aman Puri @ station 1 . before 12 we went Maria's house to give keith a birthday suprise . xD so funny ... wishes you " happy birthday, keith " ♥ muacks ~
19 Nov 2009
Thursday

ASSIGNMENT DAY !!!
Afternoon ..., me kahuat and dave were going to Salak Selatan to meet up with Lavi . "Babe,you see ... you're so important for us . 3 of setapak dude were going to a far far far place to find you weh . so touch right? hahaha " cause of the TITAS assignment -.- shit! having our dinner there and went to Kuchai Lama @ Old Town to do it . back around 1 o'clock . super duper tired . zzZ




20 Nov 2009
Friday

I was missed the morning class (MMS) at 8 am . cause i forgot to set my alarm and over slept == aiks ... too tired, beh tahan laaa . just only attended the 2nd class (TITAS) for one and half hour . summited the assignment as well . huhu ~ english class had been cancelled . rest of them were waiting for the next class at 4pm . i was free cause the class is not for me =p we took our lunch at canteen2 and discussed some idea for others assignments . Ye qin was coming to fetch me up, accompany him to take his lunch and wait for lavi . planned to go One u for movie after this . after movie, we're going to ss2 - Murni for our dinner :))

 
「 A Christmas Carol 」





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November 15, 2009 Y 08:16





这首歌正正写着我の心情,
身同感受。
属于我此时的情绪!
望着窗外的雨景,听着雨水掉落的声音
随播着这首歌
忽然另我有一时的感触。

下雨天了 怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待 让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够 有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待 让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累



我到底该如何
现在的我,完全想不通
你的心思 ~ *
有谁能轻声细语地告诉我呢!
我的心已受创。♡

孤独の雨天
原来这只不过是场无人皆知的游戏




_南_

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November 14, 2009 Y 21:42



I was busying on my house-keeping in this two days
it sounds very " impossible "
i will do that, right? haha
You're right !
_ I'm A Good House-wife." =D

but i dont know why i got da mood so suddenly
maybe im too boring,
or i want to do something to ignore the other things
just for example laa. hehe
It is " withdrawal " in U&G theory
Muahahaaa ., xD

i spent the whole day to clean my house
and re-arranged my stuff
Especially my room :))

i found that i got alot of rubbish . hahaa
but mostly is memorable things

" my old-diary sss
" my present sss
" my love letter sss
" souvenir from CHWB
" alots of my design works :p
" Chong Hwa 校刊 sss
" etc ...



and the FINALLY ,... i found it !!! =D
the memorable ring with
Endless Love that belong to me and him since 2years ago (2007) ..
i like it very muchiie
~










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November 12, 2009 Y 09:23




E v e n t :
K orean C hungNam P roduct S how Exhibition

D a t e : 11 th - 12 th Nov ember

T i m e : 9 am - 6 pm

V e n u e : I stana H otel, Raja Chulan KL




work again !!! ~

its extremely busy in this week
i cant ignore everything that i dont want to do
Especially my study and work

i was confusing whether i can work or not
because i need to do my revision for my Mid-term exam
on this coming Friday
but, i decided to work cause of $$$ . xD
and ...
i was working with my lovely buddies this time
which is Momoko, Vincent and Louis :))


I had to wake up at 6am early in the morning
even our working time is 9 o'clock ='(
cause KL sure will be jam on that time
thats why i hate it alotttttttttttt !!!

1st day fetched by YY,
2nd day is Louis turn. =D

I was so happy Laa
cause i no need to drive to work . Hahahaa
I hate to drive and to be a driver :((
but i have no idea who can always fetch me
Aiks ~ !!! poor thing


After working,
we planned to have our dinner at Kepong :))
but the worst thing is ....
6pm is jam really no matter where we go
we had no choice,
cant find any place can go around Raja Chulan there

I was fall asleep in the car
its tired really, beh tahan >< !!!

the 1st day after working,
we went Aman Puri - Green Apple for our dinner :))
after that,
I accompany YY to fetch my dear momoko back to Rawang
a long long journey, xD



the 2nd day working,
I brought along my text book and notes to work
cause i got exam on the next day :((

I cant even study at all
my brain dont let those word go through . xD
but i was still worrying about it
stress really, its killing me !!!
Aikss ~

After working,
we picked up mc and went kepong for our dinner again :p
Happy City Steamboat !!!
long time i never been there
miss the food so muchiie ~


same as usual,
we had to send momoko back to Rawang :))
but i didnt follow
Nicholas was fetched me back on the time

Thanks for him .,
and i felt so sorry to make him so troublesome ><
need to take me back home from kepong
and go back to jinjang ...
he was tired after working also
but, i enjoyed the time we spent together ♥


At the end,
im not even study at all ='(
wished me luck baa . L0L




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Public Relations
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FAMILY

Nobody has ever before asked the nuclear family to live all by itself in a box the way we do.
With no relatives, no support,
we've put it in an impossible situation.

Other things may change us,
but we start and end with the family.

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ONE AND ONLY

What I have with him is worth it.
It is worth every lonely night,
every tear I cry from missing him,
and the pain I feel from not having him close.
It is worth it because he is my one and only.

When I picture myself years from now,
I see only him.

No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

DESIREE.

Seize The Day


Everything I wish for to come true.
Happiness everyday with family.
Everlasting friendship.
Never apart with my beloved. ♥

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LOVEE-LIFEE.

Last Kiss.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips.

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I think a creator has the right to control the disposition of his or her works.

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