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May 31, 2009 Y 08:54


The end of May - 30th and 31th
I am working as a promoter for two days at kepong carrefour .
That is a new flavor of Magnolia ice cream promotion .


前一晚接到电话说有工做。
我当然考虑了一下,就答应了
自从开课后就没再工作
自然的没有收入 ><
很惨的呀!
我的日常生活费用都是靠自己辛辛苦苦赚来的。

虽然这份工听起来很轻松酱
工作时间是一整天的噢 。10 - 10
但是做了之后,就会感受到那种滋味 。XD
第一天早上去的时候,由于我没有黑色工作鞋
那些 security 不给我进
特地在那里买一双 = =
因为那里的员工规则很严的
还没开工就浪费一笔
还是买了一双烂鞋。气死!
走不到一下子,我的脚就开始痛了

很不幸的是
我才去到就听到一些员工说我们 booth 的冰箱不冷了
冰淇淋也融完 ><
我们赶快把它搬回进去冷冻的储藏室
离我们的摊位真的很远。
搬来又搬去的
最后说有问题 = = 气死人了!
还没开工就累到走不动了啦!

然后等他们修理的期间,
我们就去吃午餐了
with Nikkie's girl friend and one of her friend ..
我们也是刚刚才认识的
就一起工作喽 ~

才做了一天
回到家就直接瘫在床上不想动了
加上我的脚已经起泡了叻
都是那双大便鞋子的错 !!!
很痛很痛 ><
其实我觉得和 PC fair 没两样罢了
哎呀 !谁叫我穷啊 T^T

最后一天的时候
我们 3 个开始懒了下来
因为真的很累!
就一直聊天酱 。 XD
不过还蛮开心的,又认识到新朋友了噢
哈哈
我们到最后也是帮自己做 sales
一个人买两盒,再拿 free gift tim . =P
不过真的很划算的
都不知道那些人在嫌什么 = = zzZ

明天还有上课呀!
还是早上的那种,其实每天都很早 @@
要走绕校园才到班
很好玩是吧 !? 你会后悔的。哈哈哈

全身酸痛 ><
但两天就有 $200 了
将就点呗 (:

晚安 ~ *





p/s : photo will be post it next time ^^

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May 30, 2009 Y 09:18




今天的 lecture class 取消了

因为有个英文测试
还蛮突然的 ><
1130 - 1330
只有 PR and 一些 course 有测验罢了 @@
有点小紧张酱喽 ~
太久没有用脑来考试了。lol

之后就和新朋友一起 =)
我是在这个星期才和他们认识罢了
由于这个星期的 english class 通通取消了
所以我们就有机会认识认识。呵呵
我们有 7 个人都是同一组的噢
还有一些新朋友,但是别组的啦
lecture class 的时候
我们都是一班朋友酱
很有以前的 feel 。很开心 ^^

今天就只有几个一起来考试罢了
我们去图书馆轻声细语地聊天,哈哈
因为图书馆不能讲话嘛
原因是要等另一个朋友考试 ><

然后就我们 5 个人挤进我那辆小到爆炸的 kancil . xD
前往 mutiara 去喽 ~
这几天都带新朋友去那里吃。嘿嘿
我们还聊得疯疯颠颠的
真的有点吵的说,哈哈
不过真的很开心啦 ^^

接下来就是我这个司机的工作了 = =
转来又转去的,呵呵
我的车油就这样滑了下去。噢买尬!!!
真的想大哭一场 ,哇啊啊!!!

送了朋友们回家,我还没回。
下一 round .......
hama 来找我嘛
真的很久没见面了,所以打算去 one u 看戏喽 ~
香港片 - " 金钱帝国 " I Corrupt All Cops ( ICAC )
先去 " 旺角 " 陪 hama 吃东西,才进戏院喽 。


我给这部电影的评语是 ... ...
不会说很好看,但又不会不好看 @@
总而言之,就是麻麻得喽
有点闷,但有高潮似的
呵呵。我可以说是第一次看 " 王晶 " 指导这种类型的电影
不过里面的觉得都很不错。
如果不怕的话,可以看的。嘻嘻 (:

P/S : 突然接到一通电话,拜六 & 礼拜有工做叻。
其实我不是很想做,但我真的已经变成穷光蛋了
多么不想也得做呀 >< 加油 !

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May 28, 2009 Y 04:00



Today was Isaac 's Birthday (:



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


Me. Jun. Steffi. Alice. WaiHong.
we had a simple celebration with him .

I was skipping my class today . 
Hubungan Etnik =.=
that was a bored lecturer class .
just one hour class for today . lol
so i didnt attend . haha 

Our planning venue is Mid Valley again .
we taking our lunch at CHILIs . x)
after that,
we went for a movie - " TERMINATOR SALVATION " .






It was a nice movie .

Although i never watch the 1st until 3rd episode .
but i totally understand what they act . ^^

I love both of the actor - Marcus and John Connor .

You should watch it . x)

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May 27, 2009 Y 09:21




習慣

一個人哭
一個人擦淚
一個人回家
一個人難過

因為沒人陪
所以好喜歡抱枕

只有它
對我不離不棄

習慣

一個人聽歌
一個人坐車
一個人望著遠方的幸福
一個人等待

沒有誰可以陪我到最後
一個人
走完一個人的旅程


習慣

一個人靠著床边
一個人抱著自己說著委屈
一個人做夢
一個人墮落

床會永遠給我依靠
會永遠支撐我
它不會被摧毀
即使,它沒有溫度


習慣

一個人逛街
一個人走著
一個人在黑夜撕扯絕望的心
一個人跪在地上

乞求一点点的幸福
一個人好累
沒有人陪


習慣一個人

其實
一個人
很好 ... ...


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May 23, 2009 Y 07:32




遊戲規則:


1、被dian名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中,然後在編輯,刪去我的答案,要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案,然後加上自己的問題,傳給其他人,列出個需要回答問題的人的名字,通知對方被dian名了,被dian名者不得拒絕回答問題,完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。


2 、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的,並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人,讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。


3 、不能回傳,否則犯規!


4 、被dian到名字的人將得到大家的祝福,並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。


5、請dian 10個老朋友,不准不dian,dian完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被dian!





♥. PART ONE


Q01、你的大名?
A:Ivy Yap 淑炜 ^^

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福?
A:Life with happiness

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要,為什麼?
A: both also important. cause i can't lose either

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎?
A: depends la

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼?
A:sometimes

Q07、如果有秘密,你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎?
A:yea

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎?
A:i love so much (:

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼?
A:depends with friends

Q10、希望自己多大結婚?
A:25 - 29 吧 ~

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情?
A:erm .. 我会的喽

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好?
A:depends also . lol

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊?
A:Paris. Japan. Korea.

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事?
A:一路以来陪伴着我的点点滴滴。 x)

Q15、如果愛一個人,是不是要拼命挽回TA?
A:虽然很想,但勉强是没幸福的呀 =(

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰?
A:已逝世的舅舅。

Q17、你會愛TA一輩子麼?
A:那个他还未出现呗 ><

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人,你會選哪個?
A:the one i like . hehe

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他(她)的愛?
A:erm ... 行动?感觉吧

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼?
A:拥抱着他、看着他、亲吻他。 xD

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人,你希望那個人是?
A: i dont know =.=

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎?
A:现在已经后悔了!

Q23、現在最迷什麼?
A: 还是看电视剧呱 !?

Q24、你是好孩子嗎?
A: 中上啦。哈哈

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要?
A:both also important.

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣?
A:哭!...找朋友陪

Q27、如果你的BF(GF)經常不回家的話,你會怎樣?
A:不开心 or 生气



♥. PART TWO


01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的?
A:Brendon =.=

02、你們認識多久呢?
A: I dont know also . haha

03、TA對你來說重要嗎?
A:朋友都重要。

04、你與TA的關係是?
A:男性朋友

05、請問TA的興趣是?
A:泡妞

06、你覺得TA的個性如何?
A:crazy n playful

07、TA在你心目中是幾分?
A: 70 %



♥. PART THREE


08、睡覺前第一件事?
A:脱眼镜

09、你的偶像?
A: Peter Pan. Jay. Jolin. Andy Lau. (=

10、你喜歡的季節?
A:四季。 x)

11、你打工麼?
A:Of cause.

12、打工次數?
A: 算多了。

13、你想去的國家?
A:Japan. Korea. Paris.

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性?
A:乱发脾气,情绪化 (虽然我是。 xD )

15、你會抽煙麼?
A: 100% NO !!!

16、你會喝酒麼?
A: 有喝过。不惦!也不大喜欢


17、你常哭麼?
A:Yea. that's me. =P


18、你常笑麼?
A:Yea. 笑能让心情好过些

19、你喜歡去哪玩?
A: 环境带有气氛的地方

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼?
A:of coz NOT!!

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點?
A:12-3pm

22、今天的天氣是?
A:雨天

23、朋友和情人你會選?
A:I said both also important,ok?

24、機會和命運你會選擇?
A:机会固然重要,但也须靠运气

25、你很自戀麼?
A:嗯嗯 ~ 公认的 =.=

26、這問卷多不多?
A:speechless. zzZ

27、要怎樣才能讓自己好過一點?
A:live without financial problems

28、生日想得到什麼禮物?
A:anything. 心意最重要 (:

29、喜歡吃冰麼?
A:Yea. ^^

30、現在幸福嗎?
A:拥有着亲情和友情。

31、最在乎的哪幾個朋友?
A: those friends who important for me

32、房間裡最重要的東西是什麼?
A:mirror and bed

33、最常夢到什麼?
A:too much =.=

34、精神出軌要不要原諒他?
A: see 1st lor. xD

35、你認為人生的意義是什麼?
A:with a wonderful life

36、聽什麼歌一定會流淚?
A:失恋的时候听任何情歌都会落泪。

37、如果沒有朋友你會怎麼做?
A:自闭。哈哈

38、如果我不見了你會怎樣?
A:get shocked . hahaha

39、地上有一張100和50的鈔票?
A : take 100 & 50 give beggar!!wakaka

40、現在時間?
A: 2205

41、目前最喜歡聽的一首歌?
A:妥协 - Jolin

42、目前最想說的一句話?
A:lame tag =.=

43、目前的煩惱是什麼?
A: answering all these questions..haha

44、今天中午吃什麼?
A:curry noodles

45、賤的程度分幾級?
A:How i know???

46、做壞事了怎麼辦?
A: depends lor

47、什麼時候才會有工作?
A:planning

48、什麼時候才會打到驚魂書?
A:tak tau

49、客戶呀你在哪裡?
A:I am here,don worry. lol

50、開心的笑是不是很難?
A: Nope.

51、我們一起開心的走下去,好不好?
A:Ok .. hehe

52、有沒有崩潰的感覺.?
A:i think so

53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎?
A: 我站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你!



♥. PART FOUR


54、我的BGM好听么?
A:ok 喽 ~

55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧
A:Money. IC. Lisence. ATM card. etc ...

56、你生命中最重要的人是? 一个而已啊
A:my mom

57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀?
A :chocolate

58、现在有喜欢的人吗?
A:有呱 ><

59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?
A:有呱 =.=

60、你觉得我坏吗?
A:not really.



♥. PART FOR YOU


你爱我吗?
A: a little bit only. xD



i CHOOSE to TAG ....

° M c
° Li Lee
° Alice
° Nikkie
° Juno
° Salina
° Kitson
° Javeen
° Qi Qian
° Yc

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May 22, 2009 Y 08:58








Comments:
It's not as good as the first film, in fact it's just another big budget sequel .

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May 20, 2009 Y 08:28



午夜
黑夜的
诡异眼睛
在雨丝纷乱中
闪烁
闪电划过天际
一道光
绚烂而刺眼
扯回千年的记忆
一声雷
沉闷而有力
叩响沉睡万年的心

灯熄了
只有星星
和月亮
月光泻下
我看见我长长的影子
孤独
惆怅
舞服的裙摆
在梦中旋转
可我丢失了幸福的红舞鞋
不能跳舞
只能在路上
看寝室昏暗的灯光
在走廊里
徘徊
又徘徊 ... ...
终于累了
嘴角
终于有了
泪的痕迹
我想
我该睡了
是的
该睡了 ...

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May 18, 2009 Y 06:30





Today is my First day in TARC .
just orientation for this whole week .
there was freaking huge .
i need a bicycle cause the distance is very tired ><
haha
Does not have me to expect really, 
there were really too many students .
i can felt that was so confuse . lol
actually i am not really like the environment at TARC .
but i should be staying there around 2 years and 4 months .
Did not know when can I know all of the course mates . 
because it was too much ...
anyway, good luck for me in my new steps (:

Life is Short, Be happy‏


Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here
we should smile and be grateful . x)

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May 17, 2009 Y 06:31




Oh Yea ...
10 hours more then i will be starting my college life (:

Study diploma in mass communication - public relations .
although that's not my interested course .
I love design very much .
but one side I already placed mine ideal .
I have no choice .

Tomorrow is orientation day .
Makes me anxious really and the anticipation .
Even also let my very excited .
that also have the possibility is I another new burden and pressure to face it .


I hope i can handle it ^^





I get a bad news . wtf !?
mood is really not very good .
it was become worst in my life .
This is the matter which I most do not want to occur .
haiz ...
please let me calm down 1st .
i cant accept it .
I wanted to leave that nightmare but it looks coming back again .
can you help me ? my god ... ><
Hopes it's doesn't matter .

goodnite .

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Y 06:11




Today,

Me n Tiff went for the International beauty Fair at KLCC convention centre .
From 16th until 19th of May. 11 am to 7 pm .
somethings about taiwan that show 女人我最大 one .
today is hair stylist - Judy came for a seminar .
there was a lot of beauty stuff and hair protection etc .
some more got hair contest also .

we were looking around there .
there was too many stuff d.
i really gonna crazy -.-
cause i don't know which one is better
haha
too many things that i wanna to buy
but i have no money ><
that's the worst happen for me . sad !!!
but .... at the last
i was spend rm 300 on those beauty stuff ..
wow ... really so unexpectedly . lol
almost faint down @_@

we were stay at there around 3 hour .
it was damn tired .
so we leave from the beauty fair .
tiff accompany me to look for my Sony Vaio lap top .
cause i going to buy soon =)
i love it so much .

but it's too expensive . urgh

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May 16, 2009 Y 08:24



舅舅终于出殡了。

一大清早就得爬起床,
准备好后就赶著出门。
因为亲戚们大多数都已经抵达
在广东义馆那里
我们去到就拜拜之类的。
还有就是让我们看舅舅最后一面了
其实,我不忍心看
因为我怕我真的控制不住
我一直压抑着自己的情绪,
尤其是看到阿姨在哭得时候,
我更是想哭了!
舅舅不算老,才六十几罢了
他天生劳工命
生活过得很苦
但最后得了癌症而无法抢救了!
然后再送去火化
舅舅往西方极乐世界离去了。
再也见不了他了。
希望他能与过世已久的舅母团聚。
永别了!

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May 15, 2009 Y 06:58




:: W O R K - I N G ::


Yea hoo ...
Sunway today ^^ quite nice one .
i like the environment there .
A lot of orang hitam also . haha
we start working form 10 am until 2 pm only .
we were get shocked when we get the news . haha
damn happy . xD

our booth at canteen also -.-
quite hot cause just got a fan there .
some more very hard to look at our booth .
so we need to promote at outside .

a lot of friends that we saw at there .
like chu liang . yu heng . wen jun . yu hao . wei liang . zhi ying . ming wei and his friends etc .
they look change much =)
nice .... hehe

our business today was quite bad .
cause it was last day .. mayb
so we become lazy again . haha
and i was feeling not well at the whole day ><
too bad !

After work we met up Mc kaivern and lim fann at Mutiara .
we take our lunch at dai yi ma .
actually i don't feel wanna go .
because i was damn tired today ><
so went back home after eat .
then i going to to take a nap .
feeling not bad now . hehe

i have to pray my uncle tomorrow .
scare i can't control my emo again .
hope its nothing for me . 

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May 14, 2009 Y 06:40



:: W O R K - I N G ::


The day is damn boring >.<
although our booth set at indoor
but it's quite hot also .
because it is nearby the glasses and very shine there -.-
at canteen there some more . zzZ
very noisy .

After few minutes, Alice went back her college for exam .
just left me and nikkie staying there ><
we both also very tiring and lazy . haha
but those students will be self-services . xD
just kidding ...
me and nikkie keep chat play and become lazy n lazier .
oh my gosh ... haha
i gonna fall asleep d . lol

Alice finally came back when the working time was end =.=
she packed KFC for us also .
after cleaned up, we went nikkie's house for a rest .
we were eating there .
both of me and Alice are online too .
hehe ...
we went back around 7 pm .
It was very jam >.<
 
funny ..



I was feeling moody today .
Is it because of him ?!
i don't know ...
but i can sure that's because some of my feeling .
what can i do ?
Should i give up ?
my frens ask me should be confess to him .
but ... can i do it ?
i think i had dropped hints to him sometimes .
either is cold or funny response that i will received =.=
whatever .... i just a passerby in his mind .

arshhhhh "
i need someone to help me ...
F_cking Suck Life !!!


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May 13, 2009 Y 08:17



人到最后总要往西天离去!


舅舅最终还是去世了。
真的是出乎我意料之外
因为这消息真的来的很突然
心理当然有所不安
很难接受!

在我家庭面临着分裂的时期,
是我舅舅在我妈妈身旁帮助她的。
当时,他是和我们住在一起。
可是自从我们搬家之后,
他就回去他工作的地方住了。

我不是很记得我有几个舅舅,
但我有两个最亲的舅舅。
这是我妈妈的二哥
他的家庭也不是很好
他的家人都离开他了
因为他的性格和脾气都不好
连子女都把他这个爸爸当作陌生人似的
所以舅舅都是一个人在外面自己工作养活自己
偶尔妈妈会给他一点家用。

以前的我也不是很喜欢舅舅的
因为他有抽烟的习惯
和我们一起住得时候,总是把屋子弄得乌烟瘴气似的
我很讨厌烟味 ><
劝也劝不了了,已经戒不到的

之后,舅舅慢慢地患上很多病
身上长了一块块的肿瘤
还得了鼻肝炎、视力退化等等
因为舅舅的年纪慢大了
又不照顾自己的身体
也没有家人的照顾
难免的 !

几个月前,舅舅还进院
最近我才从老人院探望舅舅
他整个人憔悴很多,更苍老
吃也吃不下,水也没喝几口的
还时不时会吐血
我看了,还真的很不忍心啊!

心很酸、很痛

今天妈妈回来突然说了这个消息
我真的傻住了!

我知道舅舅真的活得很痛苦。
所以他选择了了结自己的生命
至少停止了人生的折磨


舅舅,您好好地安息吧!
希望舅舅的子女们能尽子女的本分为父亲办这场丧事
毕竟是家人!


我很想哭!

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