October 19, 2008 Y 06:44
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真的很想快点离开现在的生活
再酱下去真的很痛苦
了解我的人越来越少了 甚至没有人了解真正的自己
也许以后的生活不比现在来得好
但我想总好过现在吧
整整一个月没上来了 借口是考试 理由是逃避着自己的心情
还在挣扎要不要继续读下去
环境告诉我说读下去是没有意思的 所谓的环境，就是那些人
真的逼到我很辛苦 人是真的看得开就会快乐吗？ 如果是真的，那表示我还没到那程度
如果是假的，那就表示我真的在寻找快乐 快乐真的有酱难噢？
对我来说：难！
有人的地方就有是非
挑起过去真的令你开心点是吗 现在的生活很不快乐
还能一起上课的时间不多
算过了，扣掉 SPM 只剩下10天左右吧
为什么不能开开心心的过呢？
过去的不想提，又不行？ 每次都说有什么事要坦白 有做到吗？不懂！ 有些事情真的宁愿不知道知道了，就是知道
装作不懂只能让自己更痛苦
也许换个新环境对我来说是个解脱的方法
撑下去吧！
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